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The Waves
It’s hard to truly express things, when you feel like what you want to say is heavy, intense and unrelenting. It also changes every second. I fight the thoughts of my Mom and my family situation, but it’s always there, lingering. I’m not feeling very confident about the recovery process, and not feeling confident actually makes me feel like I’m betraying my mom in some way. Like I should be blindly walking through this process, totally ignoring my intuition and the signs my Mom let’s slip. I feel like by not feeling hope and faith to the story that’s unfolding, that I’m adding a level of negativity to an already black filled void. At the same time, I’m a realist and I’m way to tuned in to my Mom, to … Read entire article »
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I’m a truly kind person, and don’t understand the high and mighty persona that other people like to wear. I’ve been rocking the hell out of this world since ’76 – and in that time I’ve realized that we’re all fucking retarded. No one person is better, hotter or cooler then anyone else. Some people are better at doing things then others… like.. I can’t really play the upright bass all that well, despite believing that it’s the single greatest instrument on earth…… I’m frightened of heights and despise rollercoasters.. although I totally admire the fearless folk who don’t seem to be bothered by the imminent death I feel exudes off the rides. I’m an excellent writer but hate pretentious fucks who use there skill to put others down, or … Read entire article »
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