just some thoughts

Ok.. so I have a client that, for whatever reasons… likes to call me on the weekends. I rarely, if ever… will answer client calls on the weekends, and this call is no exception. It takes me most of Friday night, to stop thinking about my “work action plan”…. come Saturday, the only thoughts that typically float through my head is my guy, my mom, our little one, our house, whatever we might do for the day, and any thoughts that revolve around those topics…. by Sunday, I’ve officially forgotten there’s a work world out there and have found a total sense of peace. So.. with all do respect, just go ahead and sue me for not answering the phone Client. Frankly my dear…. I don’t give a damn.

i had some cake today… and have had an upset tummy, and over all icky feeling ever since. That’ll teach you to stray from the norm and off the to trash the rest of the offending dessert went.

The Husband is actually out of town today.. well, I mean, he left earlier. It’s so weird to think he won’t be in bed when I wake up. Not that he’s usually coherent when I wake up at the crack of dawn on a Monday, but seeing him in bed always brings a sense of peace & love. I was trying to think back… but actually can’t remember the last time we slept the entire night apart from each other.. haha… it’s funny how true that little saying is “absence makes the heart grow fonder” since at the rate that the fondness is growing in my heart means that by the time he gets home I’ll be besides myself with excitement. haha.

I’ve been thinking of all the things I can’t wait to do, once the bambino is here. For starters, I can’t wait to count all his toes & fingers. Weird, I know… but still…. after all the obstacles he’s had to overcome (stress, emotional chaos.. the occasional glass of wine, or poor eating habits… not bad eating… just sometimes, I don’t eat enough) I’ll be happy to indulge myself in that one little element of comfort.

I can’t wait to work out. I mean.. seriously. I’ve never wanted to wear sexy stuff to bed so bad in my life and this should come as a non-shocker… but they don’t make sexy sleepwear for girls that are 9 months preggo.

I can’t wait to sit by the pool next year with the family… and be able to see my bikini bottoms. Or actually get a tan without the fear of a fever blister. Man, that’s been a huge downer this summer. Bah. haha

I’m excited to be able to lean into The Husband, and actually hold him close… and NOT have the belly make contact with him first. haha…. I’m excited about wearing a seat belt and not having it push into my belly, making me have to pee. Ahhhh, who am I kidding… just breathing makes me have to pee.

I’m hoping that everything with work .. works out. I’d like to be able to come back to this job after the maternity leave…so please… think good juju for me. Both of us being able to combine our incomes will make this new adventure alot easier. I’m thinking only good thoughts on this… good thoughts, and a lot of faith.

There’s a new guy at work who’s driving me batty. I’ll get into detail later…. but let’s just say that I have mixed feelings on him. There’s two types of sales people…. one who works for the team, and believes that there’s always another sale out there… and then there’s the other kind…. the one that will tell you anything but take the sale so fucking quick your head will spin. I’m not sure where this situation is going to fall, and it bugs me. I have a high work ethic…. actually I have a high People Ethic.

Anyway, that little ditty bothers me a lot right now… but I’m working through it. Grr.

Did you know that online porn is a totally useless way to pass time? I got pretty bored the other day and ventured into the interwebs, looking to see what entertainment lie out there… but you know what I realized…. (oh.. disclaimer… I wasn’t looking for um… ahem… stimulation, I’m beyond content with the home life…. … but I was out of interesting things to read, post, or do…. so out of curiosity… checked out that previously un-tapped avenue) anyway my point to all this was to say… you’ve seen one, you’ve seen them all. The only thing that varies, is the god awful sounds the participants make. haha… so there you have it… unamused.. back to the drawing board.

Hmm…. well, I’ve felt a little better today… I got some sleep last night, which was nice. I had woken up for no reason at about 3am yesterday, and couldn’t fall back asleep until midnight. That sucked. I was Emo and zombied all day. Plus, it was a Sunday miracle since after I woke up today, ate something… had coffee, I was STILL able to crawl back into bed and sleep/ snuggle till 10am. I couldn’t be happier. Le Sigh.

We have 5 more weeks till baby, will actually means that anytime after next Sunday, the little bug could come at any moment.

I just tossed carb-caution to the wind and made popcorn for tonight’s great showing of True Blood. I’ve actually been a little lenient with the carb watching lately, and think that tomorrow I’ll start being more careful. I mean, I’ve done so well, and am still in the right range of weight gain.. so why in the world would I freak out in the final stretch?? Hmmm…. thoughts to ponder.

Well. I think I’m out of aimless mental wanderings.

Things with my Mom’s health are not good, she’s in the second round of chemo… but they keep finding other things that are wrong with her. I’m at a total loss as to what to do, so all I can do is be strong and do whatever she needs.

Simpsons are on. So that means there’s an hour till True Blood, and then bed.. which sounds heavenly… albeit a little lonely

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