today’s rant

It’s 6:30am and already 76 deg & counting.
I’m eating breakfast and already starting to sweat… inside… with the a/c on. Gawd help me.
I ate too much last night for dinner, and now… have recreated that feeling with breakfast. It’s like I just stayed full all night, then woke up still full but didn’t notice till after I finished my little breakfast ritual.
I’m so tired I could curl up on the tile and sleep for ages….
We’re taking a pre-test for Google Adwords certification today…. and let me tell you how exciting that is..

I’m kidding about that last part.. It is actually pretty exciting. I’ve gota really strong grasp on the joys of online marketing.. I’m just finding the hard part is to continuously find people to talk to it about haha
My fingers are so swollen and my joints so stiff that every movement aches.
My Mom won’t really give in to the fact that she needs me. I think we have less time then what she’s telling me, but it could just be that the chemo has hit her really hard…. so it’s hard to tell what the truth is.
Oh my god….. this breakfast. So. full.
I’m frustrated that I’ve emailed a girl that I’ve considered a close friend back home, and have still yet to hear back from her… but through the joys of Facebook, I know she’s been online mulitple times a day. It’s childsish I know… but whatever, that’s how I feel

i think thats it.

Happy stuff

My husband is quite possibly the sexiest, funniest & loving man on earth
The baby room and thehouse look awesome and I can’t wait to be home tonight to enjoy it
The book I’m reading is ok
I’ve realized that I’m not as lonely as I have been (friend wise) since recently realizing that most of the pregnant women I”ve talked with, are actually really annoying. They freak out over everything… seriously, in the last part of pregnancy… a glass of wine is ok… self tanner’s are ok, even putting hair dye on your roots is ok. Pregnancy is NOT the time to eat a whole pizza in one sitting, then head to KFC for some chicken, then off to Basken Robbins for some ice cream cake…. I can’t believe some of the things I’ve read online….. some of the dialogue I’ve seen between the women in these pregnant groups. Thanks for the entertainment.. but I think I’ll just hang out alone for a bit longer. Not that I don’t freak out…I do, I worry about the labor, I worry about our first 2 weeks home with the baby, I worry about the baby’s physical and mental health, I worry about our knowledge in raising a healthy, strong, loving, respectable little man….. I worry about us learning to deal with needy, crying, smelly newborn… I worry about all kinds of things…. and because of this… I just don’t have the time or energy to worry about the idea that my self tanning lotion is harmful to me. Ok… like… Botox… I get. That could potentially be harmful… but come on already… sheesh

Oh my god. If I never see food again, it feels like it will still be too soon. hahah

Incoherent tangent, over.

*curtains close*

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