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The Waves

It’s hard to truly express things, when you feel like what you want to say is heavy, intense and unrelenting. It also changes every second. I fight the thoughts of my Mom and my family situation, but it’s always there, lingering. I’m not feeling very confident about the recovery process, and not feeling confident actually makes me feel like I’m betraying my mom in some way. Like I should be blindly walking through this process, totally ignoring my intuition and the signs my Mom let’s slip. I feel like by not feeling hope and faith to the story that’s unfolding, that I’m adding a level of negativity to an already black filled void. At the same time, I’m a realist and I’m way to tuned in to my Mom, to … Read entire article »

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The truth.. you can’t handle the truth

ha… great quote. Anyway… alot’s been on my mind lately. So this here might be the tangent to end all tangents. Which is saying alot considering I’m the rambling queen. Anyway… so today I’m 8 weeks and 3 days along. Which is actually really exciting for me. Lately I’ve been so focused on other things that I kinda forget about what’s happening with me as a person…. today I was reminded of it, when I had a crazed surge of hormones that rendered me totally irrational and lacking in self-confidence. Thankfully, I’m blessed with amazing girlfriends, who have all gone through this before.. so they walked me through it. The lack of self-confidence was a bitch of a moment for me, since normally.. I believe I’m pretty cool, somedays I look … Read entire article »

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