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The Waves

June 19th, 2009 | 2 Comments

It’s hard to truly express things, when you feel like what you want to say is heavy, intense and unrelenting. It also changes every second. I fight the thoughts of my Mom and my family situation, but it’s always there, lingering. I’m not feeling very confident about the recovery process, and not feeling confident actually makes me feel like I’m betraying my mom in some way. Like I should be blindly walking through this process, totally ignoring my intuition and the signs my Mom let’s slip. I feel like by not feeling hope and faith to the story that’s unfolding, that I’m adding a level of negativity to an already black filled void. At the same time, I’m a realist and I’m way to tuned in to my Mom, to … Read entire article »

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Fer Fuck’s Sake

March 13th, 2009 | 1 Comment

Right now… I dream of a day when I’m not totally and physically stressed about money. I know.. big boo hoo to me, right. I get it, the world’s in an economic crises.. I know, I’ve been in the line of fire because of it. It’s just that currently, everytime I fucking turn around there’s something else needing/ taking money from me before the money’s even hit my account. I’m sick of it. It’s hard to even remember that it wasn’t always like this. It’s been nothing but a struggle since I moved and it’s seemed to hit it’s peak right now. I know it won’t always be like this, I get it.. but just for the moment, let me fucking say to the world… YES.. I AM Stressed. People … Read entire article »

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Here We Go

December 29th, 2008 | 1 Comment

Again. I’m editing this since it’s amazing how much better I feel now, then I did when I woke up. So in the spirit of an attitude adjustment… I figured this needed adjusting to. Actually, I think I covered most everything I was feeling in yesterday’s novel of a rant…. Last night I got to hang out with one of my BFFs- and damn if that wasn’t great. I’ve got a thousand and one guy friends, but few really close girlfriends. So lately I’ve been making it a point to hang out with my group of girls when time permits. Plus, I’ve actually made some new ones along the way recently, which has been equally great. I grew up with all guys, so I’m pretty familiar with how they work… … Read entire article »

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Quiet Time

December 28th, 2008 | 1 Comment

Well… here we are. Another weekend closer to the new year and with it comes the end of the year revaluation. For starters, I guess I’d been over doing it lately with the drinking and the good cheer, since yesterday, I woke up not feeling very good. I was scheduled at the bar but ended up not having to work. Normally that’s really frustrating for me, but they sent me off when good tidings and sweet texts. So after I found out I didn’t have to work, and I couldn’t shake the every rising heat that my body was generating…. I finally gave in and took my temp. Turns out I was cooking alive with a rocking temp of 102. Suh-weet. I don’t know how it works for most people, … Read entire article »

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Merrily Unhappy

December 22nd, 2008 | 2 Comments

Yup. This is gonna be quick & dirty. I’m in a horrible mood and am having a hard time shaking it this morning. I hate those days that you simply wake up and want to rail against the world. For some unknown reason, I have zero patience with work, the family, the boy everything today… well ok, mostly work…. everything else is progressing at it’s normal pace and I guess it’s just frustrating since we’re supposed to generate revenue here- for this week, and I find it hard to even get a meeting set up. For starters, we’re out of the office starting xmas eve…. as well as the entire city seemingly being gone already for the holidays. It’s just a freaking battle with the only thing on the line, … Read entire article »

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Cocaine Fiends

December 20th, 2008 | 2 Comments

ha… the title has nothing to do with anything except it was the first DVD on my shelf that I saw, when I looked up thinking “hmmm… what should I open this tangent with” and voila… it was either that or Attack Of The Giant Leeches and/or Dead Like Me. All great films for various shoddy content. Well, the Dead Like Me series is actually amazing but sadly it’s no longer on the air… Attack of The Giant Leeches, is exactly what you would expect. Thin story line and weak special effects. I love it for all it’s cinematic Blob-like niche horror flick-ness. haha Odd sentence structure but just roll with it. This last week at work was insane. We’re all holding our collective breaths to see what’s going to … Read entire article »

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